I'm broken, the dark side appeared and win. I'm in pieces because I'm not strong enough when it comes to face the fears.
Is annoying, I should learned and not let myself be so dark and fall deeply in selfish feelings. I hurt myself and the person I love. I'm so sorry that I'm such a mess.
You warn me, I listened, I learned every time even if don't look that way. Did I fall to quickly to not see the same mistake or did the dark side is winning without me knowing...
It hurts, more because the reality is so close but also so far away. I wanna catch it and see my dreams come true but like the wind the direction change without a signal.
I pass too much time alone with my dark feelings, is a lonely place that take me to the past and don't stop the wheel, even if a try to be in the present and think about the future.
I wanna feel something in my skin just to stop the pain, to shut up the deep voices.
I had my life, I had it all... It was taken for me, I went back to my past and that, call old and deeply demons.
Isn't excuses, is hard and I have the support, I'm just to weak, too dreamy girl, too good with the mask that I forgot too see the world in other's perspectives.
Did I lost my touch of a soft heart or is my soul too much dark. I lost control of myself, I can't recognized me, where did that girl, that learn so much in last year, went ? Feelings of a sorry heart, pain of a fragile soul, some pieces of that girl who find her soulmate and all the memories, the light of reality.