Is so sad realize how lonely I feel. Arrive at home, after going out and feel an arrow in my heart. Try not cry, because the memories of our routine. Is so hard not have you here, when I need you most. 

Why the things aren't easier, why I don't feel strong enough anymore, why I need to be this robot with painful feelings.

I hate so much these days, I wanna be fine for you but I just can't hold this ocean anymore. It hurts and will hurts every time you said some things. I forgot that we think in different ways and I just can't understand, but I need to cry, accept and try to move on. Put that hard words and feelings on the corner. 

Focus on the good, because beside the pain, I still have reasons to smile. I'm trying so hard! 

I need you, I need your hug, I need your voice, I need you by my side, I need to feel you like I try to you feel me.

It was easier if you don't forgot my side. If you told me what I need to hear. I just need your support.