Put your mask and smile, just for a minutes let yourself be that sweet and silly girl. Let your smile touch others and conquist the heart of the person who you love.
And then you can be the dark girl again, who try everyday to not have another breakdown, and believe in that sweet words. Reality is so hard when it's a good heart who feel too much for her strenght. Despite the temptations, she must keep going! Wake up, swallow the cry, put the mask on, be there for the others, continue with the routine, and in the end of the day wait to not fall again, stay up until late because the darkness sometimes is so confortable with the soul.
Missing you is the hardest thing, this whole on my chest who make me cry without a warning.
I miss you, I need you.