without a bit of comfort it feels excruciating
Where can I go to get a glampse of comfort? Or just breath some peace and quiet?
Suffocating!
The screams. The shouting. The anger bursts. The crying. The not functional way of dealing with emotions.
That hamster wheel that sucks all of my energy.
Powerless!
Thoughts that run around in a dark spiral. A child's voice desperate for them to shut up.
Frustrating!
The same words that get eat up by anxiety. The never go away habits. The no listening of what matters but the insiginificant of no life outside the box.
Even in these situations, controlling damage is more difficult than it appears.
Tired. An empty look.
Since when did things get out of control?!
Shades of a timeline.